So as proof that this is getting even worse? I ate half of a half bag of popcorn...4 sour patch kids...a packet of Taco Hell hotsauce (fire)....and a packet of PB crackers (190)...and I'm flipping out. Because earlier I had a piece of meat lovers pizza with alot of hotsauce.
I'm spazzing like all get out and...hubby is out again. With the people I'm no longer friends with. I'm alone at home and I'm just...spazzing.
-the Silent Observer-
oh honey :( I'm so sorry today is so... confusing for you? idk really what to call it. I think what you did (email your husband) was very brave! And we cannot go into remission if we don't try :p just like cancer of the body, this cancer of the mind has to be treated to be beaten. You are loved darling, and to have children you cannot continue like this, as you well know... so I hope he gets back to you soon, and is supportive, and that you do well and get this under control.
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I'm sorry to hear this.. But even if today was a bit messed up, remember: there will always be ups and downs. That's how life is.
ReplyDeleteI hope you'll feel better soon.
We all love you, stay strong <3